September 28th, 2008

Life is great man!

Now that Raina and I are officially going out, I find myself happy almost all the time. Other than the difficult test or waking up hungover from drinking 6 cups of Jungle Juice the night before, I walk around with a smile on my face. She really is one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met, and this isn't the first time I've said that. And that's the crazy part. I surround myself with these gorgeous girls and it's so surreal...no matter what angle I look at her from or for how long, she always looks like a blessing by nature. If she's a blessing, and she's mine...then am I blessed?
Raina is one of the sweetest people I have ever met. She claims that she tries not to judge people, and at first I thought that was bullshit. But as time goes on, she really does not bat an eye when people do certain things that reveal their true self, in a good or bad way. I feel as if I've done certain things around her and she hardly takes note...and that...that...is so comforting. Isn't it? Isn't that one of our biggest social fears? To be judged, to be insulted inside someone's head? If a person hardly experiences that type of judging onto other people, then doesn't that make them a nice, caring person?Of course there are negatives to such a trait. I love the girl to death but it takes alot of negative behavior on a person's behalf for her to consider them in a negative light.